five or more years ago I got very aware and conscious of my masks (or complexes of behaviors) and determined to do something about it. within the last five years, less so ( Read more... )

as far as performances go, still uninspired.

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what a day I have had. jamais vu and the artifacts (car, road, signs) alien and slowly reassembling over the course of minutes into known objects. also, humans. the clothes of humans, the hair ( Read more... )

my current state:

I feel I have seen through maya, seen through everything that humans consider important (or for that matter, unimportant) and found them empty, except for union with the divine ( Read more... )